Oblivion free write

Still playing with fire since you left
For I feel the comfort of Dite's palace
Concrete limbs designed to neglect,
Venomous fingers made to write in malice
Dressed in Nessus's shirt
With golem features and feelings
I'm cursed to ruin other's flight and hurt
As I seek for a corpse to cherish through this endless night...
I savagely sew toxic cuts
Spilling indigo blood that breaks trough the floor
Fueling Flegeton's flow
Warm devilish kisses burning my lips
I grew sick of stupid habits exploding in vain,
My stomach still feels full of syringe needles
Barbed wire dressed angels screaming in my brain
I dance with the Devil on the edge of sanity,
Trying not to slip,split the Heaven in half as I follow
Bloody wrists,bloody sink
Bloody mirror,I think my arteries are hollow...
Swallow thoughts,throw out words,
Eat pride,strip smiles,
Crawls behind my shadow,she who drowns me in tears
Cutting my throat just to protect her fears
Poisoning the substance of my faith
To fill her soft veins with honey
"Give it time"...everything finally fades,
Roses crave to strangle time
So I'm stuck in a thorn,torn apart
With no shreds left to call them mine.